Tuesday, August 29, 2017


To a decade of pain,
To hidden fears,
To eternal tears,
And never ending rage,
The walls built strong,
To pushing away of people,
To giving up on a future,
To embracing the pain,

To letting go my fears,
To the flood dams open,
To the tears pouring non stop,
To conquering my past,
To dreaming of a future,

The emotions ran wildly,
I became ugly by the day,
It became toxic to who I loved,
I hurt her in every way,

I want to conquer my fears,
Face my bitter past,
To grow by her,
To make a future we dream of,

I am sorry for the ugly,
I am disgusted who I have become,
I am seeking your forgiveness,
I am detoxing my ugly,
Sucking the venom out of who I have become.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Selfish Happiness

I love you,
I say I am sorry with every bone in me,
We have seen the darks,
We have been in fear,
We have felt the sad,
We have closed up to never open,

I am sorry for how ugly I have become,
Sorry for letting my fears take best of me,
Sorry I am not the man who thought I am,
Sorry for letting my past take control,

To us I want a future,
To us I want a family,
To us I want memories,
To us I want happiness,

We deserve all the happiness,
We deserve to be selfish,
We deserve the future we dream of,
We deserve the family we plan of,

To us recreating happy memories,
To us not letting our fears take us on,
To us been selfish for our happiness,
To us believing we deserve it all,

This is an apology,
This is a confession,
This is a dream for us,
This is to say I love us.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

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