Thursday, September 28, 2017

Happy Birthday Pokerface!



To the years spent,
To years to come,
Birthdays shall elude us,
See no point no reason,
To celebrate us,
I found reason for joy,
Reason to celebrate,
Reason to rejoice it,
It's in you birth,
It's on this day,
I found my partner,

I found my team mate,
I found my family,
I found my future partner,

I shall celebrate today,
I shall celebrate the light,
I shall celebrate that I am blessed with an angel.
Happy Birthday.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Redemption


To a decade of pain,
To hidden fears,
To eternal tears,
And never ending rage,
The walls built strong,
To pushing away of people,
To giving up on a future,
To embracing the pain,

To letting go my fears,
To the flood dams open,
To the tears pouring non stop,
To conquering my past,
To dreaming of a future,

The emotions ran wildly,
I became ugly by the day,
It became toxic to who I loved,
I hurt her in every way,

I want to conquer my fears,
Face my bitter past,
To grow by her,
To make a future we dream of,

I am sorry for the ugly,
I am disgusted who I have become,
I am seeking your forgiveness,
I am detoxing my ugly,
Sucking the venom out of who I have become.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Selfish Happiness


I love you,
I say I am sorry with every bone in me,
We have seen the darks,
We have been in fear,
We have felt the sad,
We have closed up to never open,

I am sorry for how ugly I have become,
Sorry for letting my fears take best of me,
Sorry I am not the man who thought I am,
Sorry for letting my past take control,

To us I want a future,
To us I want a family,
To us I want memories,
To us I want happiness,

We deserve all the happiness,
We deserve to be selfish,
We deserve the future we dream of,
We deserve the family we plan of,

To us recreating happy memories,
To us not letting our fears take us on,
To us been selfish for our happiness,
To us believing we deserve it all,

This is an apology,
This is a confession,
This is a dream for us,
This is to say I love us.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, July 30, 2017

My Orphan Child


My orphan child,
I write to you,
Keep that head high,
Keep that faith intact,
Keep your hopes grand,
Work hard my child,
Achieve your dreams,
Don't let the world beat you down,

Remember you are a loner,
A forgotten to most,
Remember you are a sinner,
The guilty in everyone's eyes,
Remember where you stand in another's life,
Remember you are the option never the priority,
Remember happiness is just a drug hit,
Remember to escape life to work,

Remember always you were an orphan,
The unwanted,
The abandoned,
The cursed,

To you I write my child,
Don't fight those tears,
Always fight for your life,
Fight for that family you crave for,
Work hard everyday of your life.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Dedication of a Sinnerman


Never I have been more thankful,
You always say never thank the small things,
You always say it’s all me what I am,
You say it is not you but me,

I am thankful for the yes,
I am thankful for allowing me to be me,
I am thankful for the care,
I am thankful to endless love give me,

I am thankful for the little things,
I am thankful for the us dates,
I am thankful for each conversation we share,
Thankful for each argument we have,
I am thankful for the journey we take,
Thankful for the memories we create,

I am thankful for how wild we make love,
I am thankful I snuggle in you to sleep,
I am thankful that I feel safety in your arms,
I am thankful for each greedy kiss,

I am thankful for making me see things in a different light,
I am thankful for the lessons,
I am thankful for reminding me I am not mean to work for others,
I am thankful for reminding me my goals,

I am thankful for the hugs when I feel scared,
I am thankful for the care when I am sick,
I am thankful for each time you rub my forehead when I am stressed,
I am thankful for “Baby are you OK?”.

I can’t express my express my happiness,
I can’t express how I safe feel,
I can’t express how hopeful I feel,
I can’t be thankful enough for each day,
For each memory we create,

This is a dedication to the lady I love.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Saturday, July 22, 2017

Malla



He's an inspiration to me,
To me he is The entrepreneur,
He’s the silent voice in my head,
He’s the artist with the fancy dreams,
He’s the revolutionist,
He silently is the necessary evil,
He’s the musician with a passion,

I run to him when I am broken,
I hide by him when I am lost,
I seek his advice when I am confused,
I confess to him when I am locked,

To me he is more than family,
To me he is more than love,
To me he is an adviser,
To me he is Malla.

Love you, your very own Devil.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Baby Making Mornings


Morning baby making,
Kissing you on the forehead as you sleep,
Feeling your thighs,
Rubbing between you legs,
Rubbing your pussy slow,
You moan in your sleep,
Me suckling your boobs,
Me feeling that warmth inside,
Kissing your tummy,
My Oh my,
Moving down to your pussy,
Waking you up,
Licking that wetness,
You try to pull me up saying too much,
Licking you tirelessly,
Rubbing you as I do,
Make you moan relentlessly,
This morning ooo yes we do,
Moving up to kiss you,
You pinning me down,
You kissing getting on top of me,
The ride of your life,
You slide me in deep,
Move slowly as you do,
Ride hard ride deep every morning as we do,
We reach the stars,
Every morning we do.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Saturday, July 8, 2017

Marry Me


I can't promise to vanquish your fears,
I can't promise to have no fights,
I can't promise never to disappoint you,
I can't promise a bed of roses at night,

I can promise to always love you,
I can promise to always fight by you,
I can promise to always do right,

Will you marry me?

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Saturday, July 1, 2017

Not waking up to you



There's no pain greater than missing you,
No greater fear than losing you,
No greater nightmare thinking I might not wake to you,

It brings me to tears how it feels,
When my demons come calling,
The fears start crawling,
That pit I feel inside me,

I do remember the agreement we made,
I know if you want I shall let you go,
I know I'd still wish nothing more than happiness,
I will try smile hide the fear,
There's nothing more happier when I am with you.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Thursday, June 22, 2017

Peace of mind



When anger,
Turns to rage,
Rage to disappointment,
When your head is in pain,
And you pulsate beyond comprehension,

All you feel is the pain,
All you understand is your rage,
You are truly nothing but blinded,

Today I turned to you,
To your love,
Your care,
Your warmth,

I felt myself stop pulsate,
I felt my rage ease away,
I saw my disappointment turn to smile,
My restlessness turn to my peace,

I don't understand how it happened,
All I felt myself at peace,
All I felt was your warmth,
All I knew is my pain was taken away,

My anger is my destruction,
My pain is my suffering in silence,
This peace was my savior,
A drug to date nobody had mentioned,

I write this in thanks,
I write this in gratitude,
Today I am at peace,
Today I don't feel the restlessness.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, June 18, 2017

The A-Team


This is to our imperfections,
This is to the battles to come,
The arguments to pull out hair,
To the bad days to come,
To the frustrating situations to face ahead,
To the disputes not had,
To compromises made in silence,
In you I found a team mate,
I found a partner to face with,
A poker face to walk with,
A team I dream for.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Saturday, June 10, 2017

Live not Exist



I confess today I am happy,
I confess today I am stress free,
I confess today I don't worry,
I confess today I have a bit of clarity,

To the world lifted off my shoulders,
To the sins I have confessed,
To past I shared,
To the memories I relived,
To been myself not an actor no more,

To the raw emotions I feel,
To the shackles finally breaking free,
To the happiness that soothes my soul,
To the warmth that takes over my heart,

To the times we made love,
To the security I seek in your arms,
In your voice I find serenity,
In your care I find peace,

You are my beautiful journey,
A journey I never expected,
I don't wish we met earlier,
It's cosmic it was now,

Sinnerman writes with all his love,
Sinnerman writes with all his gratitude,
Sinnerman is once more hopeful,
He is happy thanks to his poker face,

Sinnerman wants you,
Sinnerman needs you,
Poker face is his happiness,
The burns evermore.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Forbidden



To the forbidden words not uttered,
To the forbidden emotions not expressed,
To the forbidden fears not encountered,
To the forbidden lust not felt,
To the forbidden feels we hide,
To the journey we are yet to embark,
To the tale of a sinnerman and a poker face.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, May 14, 2017

Walking down the aisle


I secretly dream,
I secretly wish,
If there would come a day,
A day I make you my bride,
A day we walk down the aisle,


The day I see you in your white off shoulder gown,
The flowers woven around your head,
The princess of my dreams here we go,
To our next and big chapter,

The sunset's warmth,
The ocean's breeze,
As the lilies and orchids fill the air,
The brightly light walkway with hundreds of light,
This is our dream of which I care,

We shall keep it intimate,
We shall keep it closed,
We shall ask our elders blessings,
We shall tie the knot,
Among who is ours,
A promise,
A journey,
A tale that is only ours,

I secretly dream,
I secretly wish,
I walk the aisle with you,
Kiss you announce my love,
To our very own tale that is coming.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Feeling Me

I never knew how it was like to run free,
To feel myself alive with every waking moment,
This feeling of greed,
This patience to breathe you in,
To know the world is unfair,
But we shall make the best of what we can,
To dream of a journey forward,
To wake up by you everyday,
To feel happy deep within my soul,
To set myself on fire,
To live my life through you,
To feel that hopeless romantic you say I am,
To live as me one more,
To the selfish you meeting the greedy me.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, April 2, 2017

A start



Yes the journey did start,
With the right weirdness,
The perfect conversations,
The endless staring,
The silent analyzing,
The blunt expressing,
The raw emotions,
The behaved animal,
The looking forward to an epic tale,
The anticipation of another.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Friday, March 31, 2017

To consume you



I want a journey,
That will excite you,
That will consume you,
That will rage you,
That will anger you,

A journey,
That will expose you,
That will make you vulnerable,
That will rip you apart,

A journey,
That will build you,
That will grow you,
That will make you have faith again,

A wish of sinnerman to a poker face.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Set you on fire



Rage is how we make love,
That anger of fire,
That impatience of how did we,
That rush of lust,
That feeling how did not sooner,

That rush of unbuttoning,
The ripping of clothes,
The force on your lips,
The bite of hunger,
That suckle of your neck to hurt you right,
To lick your ear to make you mmmmm,

That pull of closeness,
That warmth of security,
That gaze of this wrong yet so right,
That guarantee of bluntness,

Suckling your bosom like a child seeks love,
Caressing of them like feeding an undying hunger,
Kissing that tummy every bit each time,

Pulling up to you,
Asking you how wrong this feels,
Moving down setting your lovebud on fire,
That tongue which blazes it on fire,

Moving up,
Pushing me in you,
Setting kerosene to that fire,
Feeling a rush I have never felt before,
That leap of faith I never took,
Those emotions I shut down,

This climax we never felt,
This hunger which never would go down,
This anticipation of serenity,
This unplanned beautiful journey.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Patience



Patience I lack,
Patience is what I lack with you,
Impatient to know how you feel,
Impatient to see once more,

Impatient to start this journey,
What is to unfold,
Impatient to be inspired more,
To run over by warmth,

Looking forward,
To the lustful rush,
To the muse of a lifetime,
To the sharing of tales by a bar,
To the waking to your face by a beach,

Impatient to tell you are fucking rollercoaster,
Impatient to have my hair on edge,
Impatient to get slapped with your whiplash words,
Impatient to feel your rush on me,

To this freaking rollercoaster,
To this lesson of patience,
To the unknown journey,
The tales of a sinnerman and poker face.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Roulette of emotions



The fears we are to conquer,
This new feeling that we have,
This uncontrollable emotion we want to own,
This gamble we want to take,
Not knowing our destination,
The story we want to have,
This lust that burns us like fire,
That impatience to reunite,
The souls that are broken,
Seeks to be together to heal one last time,

This is truly a gamble,
Which might leave us penniless or make us smile,
The journey is towards danger,
The soul might break or make it,
The lust might see the house on fire,

All I ask is have faith,
All I promise is to walk by you,
Take that leap with me,
The journey is untold,
But I do all in my power to make you smile,
I don't promise unimaginable love,
I don't promise no sun, moon and stars,
But the promise of smiles, memories and rush,

To you my beautiful soul,
This sinnerman writes once more.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Sinnerman




To you I write my sins,
My sins of good, bad and lust,
To that mind that keeps me on point,
To that mind of knowledge,
This is  the care I know to show,

Your ways are what entice me,
That poker face I try to read,
To those eyes I don't make contact with,
That soul of yours that is free,
To that lust of wishing to travel,
That sharpness to get what is your,
To the cunningness to judge a situation,
That obsession to observe,

You are my beautiful sociopath,
You are the voice in my mind,
You are the nudge that keeps awake at night,
Your lips are the lust I can't control,
Your that rush that keeps my animal awake,
Your that murmur that shall break me or make.
Your my beautiful mind I seek.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Sculptor



She is my gardener,
Taking away the weeds,
She is my sculptor,
Molding my perfection,
She is my Muse,
Inspiring to see my future,
She is my guardian,
Warning the danger,
She is my teacher,
To be a good human one day,

In her eyes I find the innocence,
I once lost,
In her lips I find magic,
I never found,
In her hugs,
I find the security,
That I can be weak,

In her strength,
I find the will to wake up,
In her stubbornness,
I find the push to change,
In her dreams,
I find the inspiration to build mine,

In her motherly ways,
I want to have a family of mine,
In her warmth,
I find the reason to be a good human,
In her childish ways,
I find me in happiness,

She is what completes me,
She is the inspiration,
She is the future I dearly hold,
She is the home I have been searching,
She is the serenity I never had,
She is the blessing almighty gave.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, March 5, 2017

Outsider


To you I write my outsider, 
To you I tell I'll come, 
To you I shall stay by your loneliness, 
To you I confide my outsider, 
You are no ones,
You have no belonging, 
Even if you consider one, 

To you I write my outsider, 
Wipe those tears off your face, 
Time you faced the bitter truth, 
That truly you are no one,

Keep that heart kind I tell you, 
Don't let the world beat you down, 
Embrace that loneliness that kills you, 
Own that life you are an option, 
Never the one,

To you I write my outsider, 
When your gone maybe they shall reminisce you as one.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Friday, January 13, 2017

Religion


Religion is what humans fight for,
Religion is what wars fought for,
Religion is what politicians manipulate for,
Religion is what new born's are entitled for,

No religion teaches hate,
No religion teaches war,
No religion teaches bad,
Religions are good for us all,

Religion is a way of life,
Religion teaches the helpless to have faith,
Religion teaches the unruly a discipline,
Religion teaches the mindful enlightenment,

Religion is for the rich and the poor,
Religion is for uneducated and educated,
Religion is for us all,
No religion shall teach us to fall.


Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

Sunday, January 8, 2017

Happiness is my luxury



Happiness is my luxury,

Fears are my meals I feed myself,
Thinking is how I spend time,
Writing is how I vent my emotions and thoughts,
Working is how I escape from my life,
Family is how I maintain my sanity,
My knowledge is how I gift,
My life experience is how I care,
My discipline is how I am responsible,
It's fights I show I'm holding on,
It's my randomness that are my memories,

If in you I find my happiness,
It's only you I'll share it and confide,
But it’s the fear of the same happiness,
I don't confess my happiness,
The fear of bidding it good bye,

Happiness is my luxury.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

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